Super dope producer Timbaland will be featured on an upcoming episode of E!’s True Hollywood Story. This is an interview you don’t want to miss out on. “This will be the last time I talk and I’m going back into hibernation,” he says before spilling the tea on his suicidal thoughts and confessing he was actually in love with Aaliyah.
When I first met Aaliyah—it time for the world to hear this, I’m gonna give a little secret—I was in love with her. I said, But I’m not…She just a baby, I’m old. I said to myself, ‘I’m just gonna be her brother.’ Oh man, I was fightin’, I was fightin’ a lot—a big war. But I loved Aaliyah.
Timbaland also confesses that as he continued to gain weight throughout his career, he began having suicidal thoughts:
I was almost 400 pounds. Who wants to be a 400-pound black man? I’m looking in the mirror, my breast is bigger than a girl breast. And I was saying, ‘That ain’t cool.’ So I got very depressed, like suicidal depressed.
In 2008, Timbaland married his long-time girlfriend Monique (who has a striking resemblance to Aaliyah) and the two are still going strong. He says of the relationship”
It’s probably hard to be married to me. It’s not easy. I’m a musical genius. I’m weird, I do crazy things, it’s not like the average norm. But I’m a loving guy.